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[31 Oct 2007|12:22am] |
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So it really has been awhile since i've updated, so lets give this a shot.
Really I should be A. Sleeping, or B. Doing homework.
Lets start from the beginning. This summer I stayed down in the Chuck and lived with Kyle because my family life was not something I wanted to go back home for. I didn't have a place to stay and didn't want to work with my mother, since you know we don't talk at all anymore. I ended up taking a math class, and working at the dining hall.
It was a relaxed summer, didn't do a whole lot, just went home for some random things. My uncle got ordained as a Jesuit Priest, so that was cool. Got random visits from my dad because he broke down this summer about the divorce and had to seek some help and what not.
Then Kyle started looking for a job, and got offered a job back near where I live. He wanted me to come with him to live with him. I gave it some thought, because it was my last year, and I was going to live with the best girl on the planet, and I don't except change that well.
The pro's outweighed the cons at that point, and I ended up moving to Vernon Hills. It was a good decision to be closer to my dad, to help him out a bit more with what was going on, and being there for my sister.
I got accepted to Dominican University for the Fall, and they took almost all my credits, but I gotta retake a few classes, but should be done by summer. I had a few set backs with jobs, but now I have one so that is good.
But I miss EIU terribly, and a lot of people still down there, and I can't wait til i'm able to visit.
I don't have many friends up here, and the ones I have, and made (ter, amy, meg) I barely get to see because i'm in school 12 hours on tuesdays, 8 hours on thursdays, then work all days that i'm not in school except sunday (since we are closed). It is also hard to make friends at school, since i'm only there two days a week.
So its hard because I feel like i've given up a lot to move back up here, and it seems that Kyle just has gained much, much more. I guess its about sacrafices.
Things are going good for us, money is just tight and the basis of some fights, but we get over it.
I don't know what I would have done without having Kyle with me though, hes amazing.
Thats pretty much whats going on in my life right now, just to keep you updated.
So drop me a line, or a comment.
<3
Deidre
Lets end this with a song.
New Motion City Soundtrack Lyrics
Hello there, how you doin'?
I've got all these thoughts just floating through my brain
They bump and they collide and cause a flurry of confusion
And it's getting on my nerves
I try to hold myself together
fighting off this mental weather when I can (sometimes I do)
But this shitstorm's never ending
And the atmospheric pressure's calling for rain
This is what I've got going on
This is where I belong tonight
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| A little rant.. |
[31 Oct 2007|12:20am] |
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So, I decide to actually really check my facebook, and what do I see.
My 47 year old mother made a facebook profile.
Why the fuck does she need a facebook profile?? Then, she adds me as a friend, because I guess she still can't pick up a phone and call me. It made me physically sick, I almost threw up, and I started crying because all she kept doing was mentioning her stupid new boyfriend. Also, she has the balls to tell everyone but me that she wants to put me back on the phone plan, but if I want to do it, I have to call her. Hell, why would I want to be put on her phone plan again, when she put her cell phone under a bankruptcy settlement thing. HELLO, I don't have a credit card for a reason.
I also may have to go to court in Dec, about the divorce, woot.
Now changing subjects, I work at hobby lobby, and there are a handful of employees that feel they need to call of all the time.
Its getting a bit redic. It screws everyone else over, hello its retail. I think there needs to be a major readjustment at work.
At least I have this coming up saturday off, and i'm having a bar hopping/spooning day with my BFF Meghan.
PPS. I'm kind of feeling empty lately, I don't know what it is. I do know that when the weather begins to get colder my depression grows. RIP John. Just brings me back to horrible horrible memories over the past years. From Johns death, to my mom being in a psych ward twice, to my mom cheating on my dad and announcing the divorce. Oh goody, I cannot wait.
Yeah i'm pretty much done.
Positives:
+ Bought the new Coheed Cd and I love it.
+ Bought a pumpkin and curved it.
Negative:
+ I have yet to start my massive amount homework :(
.I believe in the world right in front of me,
but now, along these empty streets
where this curse holds these memories of a man,
you know he's lost.
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| Yup, now what? |
[08 Aug 2006|09:39pm] |
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So tomorrow is my last day of work for this summer.
WOOHOO!!
She already wants me back for thanksgiving, christmas, spring break, and next summer.
Wooo to money, boo to sitting in a cubicle.
Uh yeah
So I realized that people suck.
And should really answer their phones if they cared.
Good to know i'm being replaced so easily.
Right so I really want to hang out with some people.
I'm free tomorrow night, thursday, friday, saturday.
So hit me up, you know how to.
OH PS. this whole working out thing is kicking my ass, I kind of like it.
<3
Deidre
xoxox
. and can you settle me down .
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| yeah a chain thing I know. |
[12 Jul 2005|09:00pm] |
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Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best
day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will
either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If
you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and
you know you can
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| I got a date with the night... |
[09 Mar 2005|11:06am] |
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So this week is dragging major ass.
Matts fish smell.
I'm super stressed out about my two tests tomorrow
I just charged my 20 dollar birth control patches to my student account
I want to go home
I need to stop waking up at 7 in the morning
then going back to sleep til nine
It makes me even more tired.
I cut my next year roomies hair.
Its hot sex.
I cut like 4-5 inches off
It was fun.
I can't wait to live in an apartment next year.
Especially with ana
it will be hot drunken sex
Silly girls.
I still hate this school.
Nothing makes sense here.
My grades are improving.
I put away my winter coat
It should be spring now bitches.
I like cuddling don't you?
Yeah this post blows
Sorry guys
OMG last night I had soup
And the noodles had Meat in them
So I had to scrape all of the meat off
Fucking blow me Campbells
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
. You make me wanna .
PS
It was Matt and My Five month anniversary this Month
My birthday is coming up in less than a Month
PRESENTS BITCHES
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| Yesss. |
[23 Sep 2004|05:51pm] |
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Yes.
I am coming home tonight.
Be at home around 11 or midnight.
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
. Better miss me you fools .
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| I'm a redhead. |
[22 Sep 2004|08:37pm] |
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Now here are the pictures to prove it.
( My Helper. )
( now me. )
I really fucking like it.
How about you?
Haha oh yeah
Kiley had fun with my makeup.
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
. I feel all fiesty heh .
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| Color. |
[13 Sep 2004|11:21am] |
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This is the color that I'm going to dye my hair this week.
Its called Tempted peach haha.
I enjoy it a lot.
So neener.
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
. I had a dream, that you were my king, and I was your queen.
Oh I had my first cancelled class today.
Soc.
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| Huge ass picture post. |
[12 Sep 2004|04:31pm] |
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Here a a bunch of pictures offff.
The Secretary
( Read more... )
Fear Before The March of Flames
( Read more... )
One of Evergreen Terrace or whatever
They were on the opposite side of the stage
So I couldn't get any good pictures.
( Read more... )
Norma Fucking Jean
( Read more... )
Random
( Read more... )
I'll have a non picture entry later.
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
. we love like spiders, you won't feel a thing .
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[12 Sep 2004|11:09am] |
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So i'll have pictures of the show sometime today.
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
. Last night on the mass Pike, I fell in love with you .
God what a waste of an entry.
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| Today. |
[11 Sep 2004|10:01am] |
Today I will be seeing...
EVERGREEN TERRACE/THROWDOWN/FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES/ AND NORMA JEAN
In decatur.
Or however the fuck its spelled.
Cuz its free.
And I like free.
Jealous?
Cuz I would be.
<3
Deidre
xoxoxo
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| I made myself pretty. |
[10 Sep 2004|06:12pm] |
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This is what I did when I was bored.
Uhm Yeah not friends only again
because I don't want to post them on xanga
Its just so my xanga friends can see.
Hair.
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And this is what I look like when I care.
( Read more... )
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